THE BITTER PILL

HOW CAN I PUT INTO WORDS HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOUR ACTIONS? YOU ACT LIKE URE A JUDGE. U JUDGE, U MANIPULATE AND THEN YOU ACT LIKE THE FRAMED ONE. IF YOU TRULY HAVE MANY COMMENTS, WRITE IT IN MY COMMENT SECTION WHICH IS PROVIDED IN MY BLOG. INSTEAD OF THE MOBILE PHONE AND DOING IT BEHIND MY BACK. THE WORST PART IS NOT WHEN PEOPLE TALK OR DO IT BEHIND YOUR BACK, IS WHEN THEY DONT DO IT PROFESSIONALLY AND THEN IT REACHES ME. I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT IT WAS NOT IN THE LEAST OF MY INTENTIONS TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. CUZ YOU HAVE MANY THINGS TO SAY, AND YET EVERYTHING YOU SAY, YOU GO AGAINST IT. I DONT HAVE TO KNOW YOUR NAME, I DONT HAVE TO EVEN SAY YOUR NAME. YOU KNOW IT IN YOURSELF WHAT YOU HAVE SAID, AND WHETHER WHAT YOU SAID MADE ANY COW SENSE TO WHATEVER **** YOU HAVE ALWAYS PROCLAIMED YOURSELF TO BE. VERY CLEARLY ITS NOT A MASK YOURE WEARING NOR IS IT A FACADE YOURE TRYIN TO CREATE. IT JUS IN YOUR BLOOD. TO BE SO CRITICAL AND JUDGEMENTAL BUT YET ASSURE OTHERS THAT YOU DONT LIKE TO JUDGE AND BE CRITICAL. THE REASON WHY I DONT EVEN DO ANYTHING OR SAY ANYTHING DIRECTLY AT YOU IS BCUZ I THINK IT HAS REACHED A CERTAIN POINT WHERE I DONT NEED TO SAY MUCH, TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR EVER SCHEMING MIND. YOU DESTROYED MY MONDAY MORNING. THIS IS VERY MCH DIFFERENT FROM MONDAY BLUES. ITS UTTER DISGUST. YUCK!


SO YES YOU THERE, DONT PRETEND, DONT BEHAVE AND DONT BRUSH OFF THIS BY SAYING OH SHARMAINE'S TALKING ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE, CUZ YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOUVE SAID. I BELIEVE YOUR INTELLECT IS NOT LOW DUE TO THE SCHEMING WAYS YOU THINK. AND SINCE YOURE A JUDGE, IM SURE YOU SOMEHOW HAVE THE QUALIFICATIONS. JUS BCUZ YOU WERE JUDGED ONCE, DOESNT MEAN YOUVE LEARNT ANYTHING OUT OF IT AND CHANGED FOR WHATEVER GOOD IT HAS BEEN SAID TO BE. YOUVE LEARNT NOTHING FROM IT, CUZ EACH TIME I KNOW OF HOW YOU DO THINGS AGAIN, IT JUS GETS WORST AND PERSIST IN ITS WAY. ITS NO USE TRYIN TO CHANGE YOU, NEITHER IS IT GONNA BE OF ANY USE FOR ME TO SAY, HEY STOP DOING THAT. CUZ LEOPARDS NEVER CHANGE THEIR SPOTS. SO IM REALLY SORRY THAT IM UNABLE TO HELP YOU CHANGE THE PATTERN OF YOUR SPOTS. NEITHER AM I ABLE TO TOLERATE YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND EVERYTHING. SO THE BEST WAY TO HELP MYSELF AND YOURSELF.. IS SO VERY KINDLY TO LEAVE YOU AND YOUR ENVIRONMENT (BE IT MACRO OR MICRO) CUZ IVE HAD ENOUGH OF SHALLOW WATERS. YOURS I MUST HIGHLIGHT.

IF YOU LIKE TO BE THE MOUTH THAT SPEAKS FOR MANY AROUND YOU, OR IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE THE ONE AND ONLY MOUTH, I BELIEVE THERE WILL BE NOT MUCH OF AN AUDIENCE AROUND YOU. PLEASE (PRETTY) PLEASE, THINK BACK ON WHATEVER YOUVE SAID. YOU DONT OWE ME AN APOLOGY, I DONT THINK YOU DO. AND EVEN IF APOLOGIES ARE SAID, ITS DEEMED USELESS IN MY EYES. CUZ DONT APOLOGISE WHEN YOU CANT EVEN CHANGE HOW YOU BEHAVE AND PERSIST IN YOUR WAYS.

MAY THIS BE YOUR WAKE UP CALL AND GOD BLESS. BUT THEN AGAIN, WHATS THERE TO SAY GOOD MORNING TO? IN MY EYES, YOURE INVISIBLE. THANK GOD IVE DECIDED LONG BEFORE THIS TO DISTANT MYSELF FROM YOU. ITS A CHOICE I WILL NEVER REGRET. BCUZ ITS A RIGHT CHOICE.


I WOULD LIKE TO ASK YOU THIS QUESTION I DID JUS MONTHS BACK. WHY ME? HOW DOES IT BENEFIT YOU TO SAY ALL THESE OR DO ALL THESE TO ME? YET AGAIN.




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HALLUEJAH. on a better note, J is givin me lots of gifts this valentines day. hes giving me birks, and some stuff from num. or is it that num slipper with swars crytsal? haha.



the upper advantage i have against you.